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My name is Samantha, though anymore people just call my Sam, which is okay, but I do prefer Samantha. I still have a whole life ahead of me, and even though it may get tough and complicated at times, I still find ways to get through it. I am surrounded by people I absolutely love and adore, as well as people who are just there, but that is pretty much the life of a human. I absolutely love school, it's the one thing in life that I am good at. I hold a steady job and get involved in clubs at school. I absolutely love Forensics club, and its not the study of dead bodies, but rather a speech club. For the most part, people like me and I have a deep way of thinking most of the time, even though I try not to show it, but perhaps, in this blog, I just might.

Friday, January 15, 2010

LOTS-O-STUFF

Okay! So obviously I haven't posted in quite a while. I apologize for my lack of blogging! I know, how horrible of me to keep my depressing thoughts to myself (it's a joke, laugh darn you!)! So at this very moment, I really don't know what to put on here so I am hoping that something will come to me! While I am thinking of what to type, let me express my inner thinkings!
I am sitting in my seventh hour at the moment and planned to write this really motivational blog and show just why someone came up with the idea of blogging and I am doing a really poor job of it to be perfectly honest! Now on to the real blog!
Life. People go their entire lives trying to figure out why they are here. What is the point of that? You are here to live your life. You don't necessarily have to know why you are here. The important thing is that you are here and you should be happy about that. What's the point of spending your entire life trying to figure out why you are here. You are already here, embrace it. You have a purpose. It's everything around you. You are here for the people in your life, you are here for the moments that take place, because without one person in this world, who knows what could be thrown off in this world. So stop worrying about WHY you are here. Whether you know it or not, the people around you do. You are important in our lives and that is why you are here. So if you don't like it, well who cares! I am not giving you a choice. You have to like it! NEXT TOPIC!
You know what I honestly hate? People let the bad mistakes of everyone else in their life ruin their day. YOU ARE NOT THEM!! Okay, I get it. When someone makes a mistake or a decision in their life that ends up screwing you over, that you are going to be angered by that. But why let it run your life? I know SEVERAL people that do that and it's a waste of time. Get over it. Crap happens in peoples life every single day. That is the point of life. We don't live in a straight line. Our lives are lines yes, but there is bumps and curves and loopdy(sp?) loops and dips and mountains and hills and twists and turns and who knows what else. There are going to be hundreds of instances in your life when you are going to face hardships and difficulties and you have to keep going. That is life. Of course you are going to hate the hardships, its a hardship! No one likes them. We complain and say, "I'm not ready for this!" NEWSFLASH! Of course you won't be ready for it. That is why HARDships are so HARD to deal with. So get over it! Yeah, I am aware of how harsh that sounds and stuff. But try to see my point. It's going to happen in life. There are going to be people that screw you over time and time again and you have to make that choice of if you want them in your life. If you do, then deal with the fact that they screw you over. If you don't, then kick them in the butt and move on with your life. Take it as a lesson well learned and just keep moving forward! It's no fun to go back because then you have to look at things you have already seen and then it just gets repetitive and boring and old. So move on with your life and leave the past behind ya!(Thank you Timone for your inspirational words of wisdom!)
And just a really random splurb(is that even a word?) but I have noticed that I am so much more fluid of a writer when I am in a BAD mood. I can't help but sit here and wonder why that would be. Perhaps it's because when I am in a bad mood I am more focused on one thing, one subject, and just one overall topic! When I am in a better mood, I find that my mind wanders more so. . . Well anyways, that was just something that popped into my mind.
Well I have come to the point in my blog where I have started babbling and thus I must bid thee adue(sp?). I thank thee quite much for reading this if you do! I love you all and may life continue to go splendidly!