What Do You Call It?

What do you call it, when you never stop thinking about a person? When everything reminds you of them, even though you don't need reminding. Or what do you call it, when you would literally die for someone? Even do every single thing they asked of you, or at least try to. The saddest part is, is that you really don't know just what you would do without them in your life. When you have such feelings for a person you see in such a beautiful way, its hard to wonder how you managed in life before they came along. Now with them in your life, you see just how important they are. You loose sleep to be there when they need a friend and you don't regret it. Even when you don't know what to tell them, you still offer them a shoulder and an ear to listen. When they are upset, you can't help but being upset as well. You can't help but having a hatred for anyone who ever upsets them. You know they don't deserve to be unhappy, but they really deserve everything the world has to offer. Most of all happiness. You try day in and day out to bring it to them. Just to smile or laugh is all you want them to have to do, and you would do anything to get that. And once you do, its so true and sincere, you can't help but trying to make them more happy. What's really amazing, is when this feeling of such a deep care really hits you. You find yourself amazed at how much you really care for this person, but you soon realize, within time, you will care about them a thousand times more. You know its real, when you can actually be upset with them, or mad or angry with them, and still care for them the exact same, if not more. Everyday, you worry for them. And even though you wish they had the exact same feelings back, you don't push it. You let them be happy with who they want to be happy with. Of course, they know how you feel. Everytime you speak to them, you hope they will open their eyes to what's in front of them. Every time they ask if they can ask you a question, you have hope that its the one you have been longing to hear. Though it never is, you care for them no less, and simply hope within time things will change. But until then, you be the best friend. The one they can really turn to, the situation be big or small, or perhaps no situation at all. You wait for them to message you first, and when they do, it sends jitters up your spine. And every time you end up posting something about them, you hope it will open up their minds. You hope they will see. And when they don't, you wonder what you are doing wrong. Just what is it that they aren't seeing that you and everyone else can see. But you don't push, you don't pressure, and when they promise to talk about this situation the next day and forget about it, you don't bring it up. You can't stand the thought of making them uncomfortable. But in the end, you wonder what to call this feeling. Some might say a deep consideration, others and admiration, and some even love. But deep down, you know exactly what it is. And though no one may realize, it is there, and for once, you have the feeling that it just isn't going away.